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[ Jul 5th / 10:29pm] |
I have a boyfriend. He's cool. He's moving from North Carolina to Minnesota. I'd say that's quite an upgrade.. or I'm just that awesome. Whatever.
Lux is dead. Floyd ran away.
I started rollerblading. It's the SHIT.
I've stopped drinking almost all together. I just wish OTHER people could, too.
I work at the Vans store in the mall of america now.. & I'm hoping to get a job at Urbanimal that's on my block.. discounted kitties!! Who wants one for x-mas? Tell me now so I can make my list.
I can't wait until that Leonard Cohan movie comes OUT!
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| OKKKKKKKKKKKK. |
[ Mar 2nd / 8:21pm] |
It's been a long time, Mr. LJ.
HELL FUCKING LO.
Cool. Well.. I can start with I got tix to Bonnaroo & probably a lot happier than you right now. Just kidding. Just shhh, & love me. I move to an amazing apartment in 13 days. A freaking loft!!! Wow, I mean WOW.
Meh. not too much else. Except that.. I can cook a really killer meal of foods.
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[ Dec 5th / 7:08pm] |
I just got a new laptop.. Im just praaaying I don't get robbed again. Bastards.
Fayetteville is okay. I maaaybe have a crush on someone. Whoa, I am still a girl. I win.
My puppy is laying on my feet. I feel content, other than being sick.
movies:
-boondock saints
-gangs of new york
-jackie brown
-manchurian candidate
-jarhead
-the chronicles of narnia comes out fridaaay!
-millions
Music:
-tally and the wall
-muse
-vendetta red
-yer face
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| apple for an eye |
[ Oct 5th / 4:02pm] |
kerrrrplunk!
We got a new kitten, I luff it. Looks like a mini tiger with caramel swirls. Mmmmm.
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[ Sep 21st / 2:04am] |
I like it.
and wine.
I don't like fucking bugs, though.
Boston is a really neat city.
People are wierd.
I smell.
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[ Jun 9th / 3:16am] |
I want to go home so effing baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. North Carolina sucks.
I got really drunk last night and ended up going to bed around six in the morning.. then wasn't able to wake up to babysit for the incredibly annoying little boy. Anyway, I don't have that job anymore, and am probably hated by a lot of people now. Whateeeeever.
I'm making plans to move back to minnesota. IM GOING IN-SANE HERE !
I think my roommate overheard me talking about her last night, too. About how she owes $$$ for rent and doesn't really help out all that much. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeeeever to that, too. I would so much rather be living alone right now.
Goddamn to the goddamn.
BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA
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[ May 21st / 11:38pm] |
bla bla bla.
I finally got the internet and a job.
Im going to Virginia tomorrow. COOL DUDE.
I need to move back to Minnesota and or Virginia and or California and or Tennessee and or Colorado. Those are the states Im thinking about moving to. Which ones are the best?
I don't think I'm in a love triangle anymore. That's cool. It was getting hard to balance two dudes at the same time cept for I really didn't like the second one, so the second one sabatoged me into getting the first one to hate me. Now the first dude and his mom and his mom's husband would probably like to see my head on a post. Why? I don't even know.
There's a lot of racist poeple in the south.. it doesn't make sense because there's even more black people.
Weird.
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[ Apr 22nd / 2:00pm] |
COOL.
I'm sitting in the public library.
I just read an entire rolling stone magazine dedicated to Hunter S. Thompson.
Also, I need to quit drinking.
Also, I need to get a job as soon as possible.
Also, I need to quit waking up to strange men in my bed. HAHA, um, just kidding.
I'm getting my oil changed today.
It's hotter than crap outside.
I just got back from a week long road trip to MN. It was decent. I gave my mom a kitten.
Also, I need to keep up on the work out routine.
And, I really hope my roommate likes me.
Live journals are kinda gay.
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| COOL MAN |
[ Mar 24th / 7:09pm] |
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I am sitting in Fayetteville, NC.
Coolest state, EVER. Cockroaches are gay, liver mush is GAY, boiled peanuts are GAY.. the people are GAY.. The bible belt rules. Cults RULE.
I picked kristen up at the airport saturday.. then from the RDU airport we proceeded to eat wings at Hooters. Let me tell you, the wings there are WAY spicy-er than in the MN.. and we both proceeded to shit spice from our buttholes.
I spent way too much on hotels.. and GAS.. no one wants to DP us in our hotel room.. by DP.. I mean dance effing party, fucking duh, gay fags.. christ almighty. DIE.
The first night we were in fayetteville, we both proceeded to get heavily intoxicated and held BIG weapons, then proceeded to take photos with them.. Then proceeded to a B-fire niether of us remember the crap out of.. COOL B-FIRE, FAGS. I woke up along and Kristen woke up in the car. Neat night, MAN.
Then we both got tattoos.. which are effing neat.. MIne on my calf and Kristen's on her foot. COOL. fags.
paulstar02: hey u
imkeenonyou: hello MAN FACE
paulstar02: wats up wit u?
paulstar02: how u?
imkeenonyou: Im in NC. fucking eat weiners and die
paulstar02: ok
paulstar02: ididn't asku whereuwere, Just wanted tosee how u were
paulstar02: ok
imkeenonyou: ok, thats all you got??? where are you?
paulstar02: mpls
paulstar02: wanna fist fight?
imkeenonyou: neat dude
imkeenonyou: wanna weapon fight?imkeenonyou: no.. youre on.. my sandwich that is.. and Im going to filet you into sausage meat and store you for the crapping winter. I will eat the crap out of your face and drink your blood. OK?
paulstar02: Well when I am inside your stomach, nmy left overs will get u sick and give u aids,and u will in4 secs, i ugly death and stuff like that...
paulstar02: ok?
paulstar02: an ugly death i mean
paulstar02: i speak delicious english
imkeenonyou: wait. HOLD HE CRAPPING PHONE.
imkeenonyou: you have aids???/
paulstar02: no
imkeenonyou: then how would I get it? from eating you
imkeenonyou: at that
paulstar02: the chemicals in ur stomach and my chemicals will react in giving u aids.
paulstar02: itscalled witch craft!
imkeenonyou: haha you suck
imkeenonyou: dummy
imkeenonyou: that wont happen
paulstar02: wikie wikie!
paulstar02: wait and see...
imkeenonyou: see what? and where the fuck am I looking?
imkeenonyou: you should be dead by now and in my tumm tum
paulstar02: its a sight the eyes itslef cannotsee
paulstar02: hey im goingto eat
paulstar02: call me up when u getback to mn and we will make love
imkeenonyou: diue
imkeenonyou: die
imkeenonyou: and get aids homo
paulstar02: im immortal
paulstar02: tryagain
imkeenonyou: die die die NOW fag bot
paulstar02: :-)
paulstar02: still standing
imkeenonyou: I will cut out your knee caps and skin you alive
paulstar02: hey actually
paulstar02: when ucome back tomn,
paulstar02: call me up and we will fight each other in a game of street fighter
paulstar02: i willsooo whooop ur ass
paulstar02: my space bar sux
imkeenonyou: I will shoot you
paulstar02: bring
paulstar02: brb
imkeenonyou: ok.. are you going to off yourself?
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[ Mar 17th / 9:37pm] |
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Anyway.
Happy St. Cool get Drunk Day.
I hate my job.
I'm quitting tomorrow. I wasn't meant to be a waitress. I don't like people, I can't balance shit, and I'm sure as eff not speedy when it comes to running around peoples' food. Although, tonight is karaoke night ( like every thursday ) and every Friday there's a touring band that plays.. I just don't like it.
Also, there is a cult that lives in my county. It's cool. The people who I live with were telling me all about it. Way neat. I guess there was a special on 60 minutes about them. I'm going to infiltrate this bible cult and introduce them to the devil.
On another note, I start Aveda Institute AUGUST 25 !! and I couldn't be happier with my life. All I need now is a place near the school. Someone should room with me. Chapel hill, eh?
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[ Mar 10th / 6:07pm] |
(Reply to something earlier)
Ok.
Since this is over.. I figured I have a few demons that I should let out.
1) When we were in highschool, I was with Ben and Jordan while they blew up your mailbox.
2) (most recently) I was hanging out with #### for a while and a few things led to some other things and ended up threesome-ing him with Kristen.
You're right. I am a terrible person.
Goodbye.
P.S.
I thought about cooking you and eating you.
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(responce)
Bravo Sharee, I knew you were a bitch but you really out did yourself. I have never been happier to admit that I hate you.
I know you will continue to destroy everything and everyone in your path. I know causing me pain doesn't effect you and it never did, as long as you could take something from me.
Enjoy consuming your booze and wasting your money and using your looks to get you places, because you have nothing else to offer but drunk amusement and easy sex. You will live your life with the rest of the worthless people. That's why you have no home, because if you stay somewhere too long, people will figure out how mean and horrible you really are. You have never done a single good thing for anyone in your life, and I'm sure you never will.
It sucks that the two people who have cared for you the most are gone.
But you don't care because you are truly heartless.
There, we're done. It's over. I've said my last piece too. I'm done. Goodbye Sharee. It's been one hell of a ride.
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E-mails are cool, I guess.
Anyway, I got my new car today. It's beautiful.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and I can't wait to start school. I just started looking at roommates and places in Chapel Hill.
YAY YAY YAY.
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| evil evil evil |
[ Mar 9th / 8:30pm] |
Backwords that spells LIVE, but, no, I truely think I am evil.
Oops.
Happy graduation to ME.
This weekend, let's see.. I'm driving to Fayetteville, which is a good four hour drive to see some friends. I'll be in my new ride bumping my rosford/fosgate 6 disc cd player the whole way.
I'll take photos.
Expect these soon, very soon.
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| sup nigs |
[ Mar 8th / 9:45am] |
Sneezing is gay. I usually love sneezing, but this time I get like 4 or 5 sneezes in a row. I feel like I'm sneezing up my hardened liver. Christ buckets.
I'm trying to run on the effing treadmill every morning before school. So far, I have been half-way successful. I just want lipo now. Screw all of this only eating a stick of beef jerky and working out crap. hahaha.. if you have never met me, and you're reading this, I'm not fat fat.. I just have a problem, so don't be grossed out.
Ok, NEW CAR !!!!!!)(*#@*94304040949439054040!!!!
I hope to mary mother of GOD I can pick it up Wednesday.. this is if the insurance isn't being gay. GAY GAY GAY.
I feel like offending people today.
GAY GAY GAY JEW NIG.
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[ Mar 1st / 7:08pm] |
So, I'm back in North Carolina. Cool.
I'm back in highschool.. and have one credit left. Cool.
I'm road tripping back to MN when I'm done with this credit. Cool.
I'm getting my sleeve done while in MN. Super cool.
I have a boy in mind that I am going to marry. Sorry, dudes.
I'm getting a new car. Way Cool.
I'm moving to Charlotte after I come back from my road trip. NEAT.
All in all, I can't wait to start living.
Love always,
Sharee Koelsch
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[ Feb 23rd / 3:23pm] |
I don't want to grow up.
I'm done.
That is all.
Also, I want to give a big shout out to my threesome partner.
It just isn't the same without you. Jesus Heck.
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[ Feb 10th / 8:10pm] |
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[ Dec 17th / 3:59am] |
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I can harldy speak at all, I can't raise my voice to say I'll unfold my life.
Tonight was amazing, then in a short turn of events was the worst ever.
I'm still hanging on to the hope I have, nill as it is.
I'll be waiting forever for it to fall into place.
Then I'll have to go, because nothing is ever right.
I'm doubting the realness of fate.
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| NEW COAT NEW COAT |
[ Dec 13th / 1:11am] |
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I love buying new things, too bad I'm overdrafted by 40 bucks, now.
Saturday was weird. I babysat and didn't mind. I have a fourth grade lover, now. No, not really, but I would like to think so.
Dave's house was like any other weekend. Wasn't planning on drinking, but did. Chappa & I went to perkin's, dined, then dashed. I was too drunk to care. I remember I kept asking for hot sauce, but they had none. I woke up with a nasty headache, went number two, then drove home. HAHAHA. I almost got into a fight with a lady there, who had a child. Apparently we made a deal in the bathroom to pretend that we hate each other, but I forgot, so when she started talking shit I got up to choke her. It was awesome.
In conclusion, I rule.
Roadtrip to Milwaukee will rule as well.
I'm getting a second job, moving back to NC for a while, then moving to SoCal. My life should continue to be one big amazing adventure.
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| FUNNIEST THING EVER |
[ Dec 10th / 6:37pm] |
So, Kristen & I went to Hooters last night for some wings, interestingly enough. While we were looking for the place, these two weird ass girls came up & asked if they would be bothersome if asked us a couple of questions. FIRST QUESTION: "DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD"? hahahaha. SECOND QUESTION: "ARE YOU SURE YOU'LL BE GOING TO HEAVEN?" THIRD QUESTION: "DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS"?
HOLY GODDAMN HELL. I told them I was agnostic & believed the bible is a bunch of metaphores of bullshit, then asked if they believed if Hitler would be forgiven if asked for repentance.
No, seriously, the lady doing all of the talking had chin whiskers. Anyway, I left with a brochure saying I should thank God constantly throughout my day.
After that I went bowling & learned how to get an amazing spin, so now I can play with the big boys. I rule. Then I went back to my best friend's house, where he continued to tell me he was in love with me. SO ODD. I felt extremely uncomfortable and awkward. I get nervous easily. SUCK.
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[ Dec 4th / 2:44pm] |
I work at caribou = morning = waking up at four on the weekdays. The staff is amazing, though, so I should get along quite well.
This past week has been NUTS. By nuts I mean interesting, duh.
I wish I was more interesting & had a cooler personality, because then I would be more entertaining to read, too bad.
ask me a secret & I'll tell.
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[ Nov 29th / 6:55pm] |
Chicago this weekend?
Road trips are fun.
Dear Mickey,
I'm sorry we didn't get along & I didn't try my hardest.
There was a point where I could have saved all that you have done for
me, but I didn't, & now I'm living with regret.
Stay Safe
<3 Sharee
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[ Nov 26th / 2:18pm] |
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I want someone to put their arms around me. & please don't stop when I tell you, & disreguard my initial feelings of wanting to push you away, & tell me you won't hurt my feelings, & take me away from my shyness.
REALLY? That's not too much to ask.
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| Thanksgiving rules |
[ Nov 24th / 5:55pm] |
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My sister & I are in charge of pickles & olives. I'm going over to my half sister's mom's. So my dad's ex-wife. Confused? Me too.
I hate dressing up with no where to go.
I'm staying at my sister's tonight & Jimmy is coming home. Awkward.
FOODFOODFOODFOODFOODimsohappyihavemyappititebackFOODFOOD
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| 6 is the devil's number |
[ Nov 24th / 2:01am] |
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I just moved back home this weekend = 36 hour bus ride of closeness with people I would never talk to throughout my entire life.
Im sad I left. Im disappointed Im here, & everything is falling apart.
I saw Rachel last night. Her & Sean guy picked me up & we had a girl-ish night playing with makeup & catching up on our crazay lives.
Boo. I think Im searching for that feeling of home that I had when I was young. I want it again. That feeling you have when you don't have a worry, where the least of your problems is what's for dinner. I don't think I'll ever find it again. It's a cycle, & it's vicious.
& I hate having such horrible timing. With EVERYTHING. Can I just keep running away from my problems for the rest of my life?
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| My pussy rules |
[ Nov 4th / 9:54pm] |
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That's right. I probably have the coolest cat in the world & as Im typing this he's all, " RIGHT ON SHAREE!"
I feel really tied down, being so incredibly immature & lacking the normal adult skills. My brother sure knows how to tell me these things gently. haha, I guess that's what I get moving into a house of dudes that are all in the military. SO, If I Have EVER used you in any way I Appologize from the bottom of my soul. Don't get that confused with sorry, because I will never be a sorry person. HA.
SO. Jimmy Moon can suck it. He's a f4g who doesn't call to inform me whether or not he buying me a plane ticket to come home for thanksgiving is still on or not. Feel free to call him & let him know how much you want him home. k? PROMISE! 612-860-8617
Again, that number is 612-860-8617
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| ones twos threes |
[ Oct 27th / 11:22pm] |
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ATTN: I am now accepting applications for a new boyfriend. A list of requirements are located below & they go as follows:
- You MUST have awesome hygiene.
- If I find it impossible to lie to you, then that means I'm sexually attracted to you, & that's also a must.
- You need to hold my attention for longer than two point two.
- You must like cuddling.
- You CANNOT be shorter than me.
- You must like giving compliments.
- You must have ambition & both long & short term goals set for yourself.
- I need to find you insightful.
- IT IS IMPORTANT YOU MAKE ME LAUGH.
For all two of you who read this, the search is on.
Ready?
GO!
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[ Oct 25th / 10:20pm] |
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Blegh. Im sick of everyone. I get so annoyed at the ignorant people I come in contanct with every single day. People are just dumb. "Ummm (after moments upon moments of deliberation) Can I get the caramal mocha cappichino?" I could stick you in the eye! The horrible thing is, I need more hours at that place. I requested part-time, & she's giving me 15 hours a week!! Before that I was working 40, which was too much. I guess there is no happy medium, so I'll take what I can get.
You know the really sad thing about me is, This dude moved back home to TX, & I'm actaully bothered by it. I shouldn't be, but I am. I think it's because I wish something more would have happened, but it didn't, & was cut short. I'm destined to be a cheater, & lonely.
I sat on the phone with my sister for a little over an hour just listening to her problems last night, then I noticed why I have came off as never opening up to people. I've always been the one to listen, & I can do that for ever.
It's an amazing feeling when you've finally figured out something that you haven't known the answer to your whole life.
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[ Oct 18th / 4:34pm] |
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I want to go home. I think Im going to after Thanksgiving. I hardly talk anymore, as a matter of fact, I have only opened my mouth to talk to my sister today, and it's 3:30 in the afternoon. I've never felt so alone in my life. I don't care where I end up in five years, it's not worth my unhappiness.
Pee ess. I totally fit into these size 2 express jeans that I bought on sale for 20 bucks. Niiiice. & a hot pink belt thats HOT.
Egh. I don't even want to do anymore of my homework. I just want to crawl into my own bed, where ever it is.. & sleep for the rest of my life.
kbye
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[ Oct 13th / 8:47pm] |
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I was taking a bath tongiht & my cat jumped on the side of the bath & fell in, then clawed my leg to death trying to jump out. It's okay, it was fucking funny/cute.
& Jimmy Moon is just Jimmy Moon. There's always a spot in my heart for a good drinking buddy.
& Rachel, I miss you. My new pussy misses you. Thanksgiving.. it's ON!
& Kristen, you're so lucky the Unicorns are stopping at the Quest. You should talk to the guys & tell them to call me, or call me when they're playing Tuff Ghost. I'll answer & love your forever.
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